The reason you think I am a bad person

I think what is happening is this. As usual the IP addresses of the computers are being scrambled to make it look as if I am surfing certain sites that Im not surfing. Porn sites, contraversial sites, sites that contain racism, etc... I think this is how people have been facilitating the hatred that they have been directing toward me. The sites that i visit are no where near anything like the above. I dont particular like porn so that's out, I'm not racist, and I've been through so much shit that I dont go out of my way to get contraversial. All I have to say is that if people are telling you that im on these sites, dont beleive them. Even if they are supposedly showing you a screen of what they say is me on the computer (while in motion kind of thing) that if its on things such as the above material that it is another person in another location that they have lied to you and said was me. Let me repeat that to you.....someone that isn't me, from another location, uses the computer to make it appear as if I am surfing sites such as porn, pedifilia, racism, contraversal sites. They re-routed the IP address on the computer to make it appear as if I am on all these sites that Im not on. They spend most of the time blocking me so that everything I write looks like it's coming from another source, another person. Please stop asking me to go home to a home I have never had. It will be awhile before I post again but I thought you should know that I am not what they have made you think I am. I am loving, kind, amazing to have lived through all they have put me through attempting to get me killed so many times, decent and would never hurt someone on purpose, kind to animals....it doesn't really matter though they always get you to beleive what they want you to believe. I dont think I should have to give up using the computer based on people that hate me want to take away something else that keeps me sane.