Something is definitely Up.

I haven't figured it out yet but I can feel something is brewing. Like a set-up. But I'm sure I will be the last to know.
A reference was made about the video of me (when I thought I was in private) and YouTube. What did I ever do to these people for them to get such great enjoyment out of humiliating me.
My old roommate (an older woman) was trying to set me up to get arrested by telling me I should go over to this guy's house that I know from my aunt, so that he could arrest me for tresspassing-good thing she was so blatant about the whole thing...it was my first clue that something was up. This is a woman that I tried to show love for whenever possible, spent my money on, and cared for.
I guess that means that I am a gullible bad judge of character because this whole scenario remains a constant in my life. My old best friend from high school just one day stopped talking to me and now spends her time laughing at me behind my back and others have lied extensively to keep away anyone that thinks I'm a decent person. They lie to keep positive people out of my life so that they can continue to control my living environment, and then they continue getting away with the lies and the humiliation. I always look like the bad guy, the instigator, the weirdo, the freak, the retard, the pervert, the alcoholic, that they all tell people about. They dont tell you of the cruel rigors they put me through behind the scenes. Constant humiliation and making fun of me is all I can take.
I hear that my old best friend from high school hates me and for what? I've never done anything bad at all to her.

One day.....I'll finally figure out how to rise above this. It just seems beyond cruel and unnecessary for this to be happening to someone that just would like the opportunity to grow and love.

I have met a beautiful person despite all the negativity. Hopefully I'm not wrong about him as I have blindly given my trust that he wont hurt me or make fun of me or plot against me. He is my new roommate. He's so much different than what I've been exposed to in the last couple of years and the home and him are positive omens. I really am excited to have met a person on this earth that, I think, has my best interest in mind.