How much more can I show you how much I have run out of patience for this entire shananigan circus side-show that the world is caught up in but that is practically killing me slowly without any humaneness at all. How much more can I tell you that I just dont care about your wants, your needs, your problems and basically anything that you sobb about while having a house, a car, a family, friends, actual credit cards, the abilty to prosper and grow, time for events that bring additional happiness to your already full lives while you expect my continued misery while you never even consider me as a person, while you never even include me in an equation that literally only includes me, while you threaten harass and keep me homeless, while you lie and say that I am making up a pregnancy that is very real because you say Im jealous of some other girl that isn't even pregnant but the world is being made to believe that my pregnancy is hers...........how much more is it that you think I can handle of everything that is technically of my life you crediting to someone else, while you openly mock and humiliate the very person you have so much respect for, how many more times will you hear via radio that I am the most loving kind caring individual think that Im her when you hear me and then turn around and treat me like the scum of the earth that she actually is.......how much more of this shit do you really think Im gonna endure and I ask you a logical question one more fucking time, what the fuck is it that you think is in it for me? There has been nothing in it for me ever, I started all this eleven years ago to help people because i loved, cared and worried extensively about the population of earth but now you've taken someones kind actions and have actually turned me into some sort of hiddeous thing that you've painted such an erroneous reputation for that I no longer want to help you actually destroy me.......I've been done with you for quite awhile and yet still have extended myself repeatedly because your guilt trips have actually worked on my still soft heart on occassion but one day I wont be around for you to harass, antagonize, threaten, penalyze, lie about and slowly and methodically kill over an extended time period untill you "get your way" so you dont have to "give up your comforts"....one day I'll be gone and who the fuck is gonna fall for your spoiled brat shit then..........Laci Issel, Lac

By the way, it wasn't a dud. Had the button actually been pushed, MY HEAD WOULD HAVE EXPLODED BECAUSE THE PERSON THAT YOU THINK HAS A DUD, DOESN'T HAVE ANYTHING AT ALL TO BE CONCERNED ABOUT. aS USUAL YOUR CONCERN WAS DIRECTED TOWARD THE PERSON THAT EVERYONE WANTED TO BE CODDLED AND WORRIED ABOUT BUT THAT THERE IS NO DANGER OF HAVING ANYTHING HAPPEN WITH BECAUSE SHE DOESN'T EVEN HAVE THE MECHANISM...iT WAS ANOTHER STUNT TO MAKE YOU CRY AND VALUE SOMEONE THAT YOU HAVE BEEN BRAINWASHED INTO THINKING IS THE REAL THING THAT IS NOW RULING YOUR WORLDS TO SOLIDIFY THE MADE UP SCENARIO THAT HAS NOW BECOME THE BIGGEST ACTUAL HOAX OF THE 21ST CENTURY.....iM THE REAL THING AND IM THE ONE TO WORRY ABOUT BUT YOU WERE TOLD ALL THIS MADE UP SHIT TO MAKE YOU BELIEVE THE CROCK OF REDICULOUS SHIT YOU NOW CONSIDER FACT........yOU THINK ABOUT IT, BECAUSE PERSONALLY i DONT GIVE A SHIT ANYMORE, MY LIFE IS DESTROYED THANKS TO THE MANY FIASCOS THAT WENT INTO CREATING A FALSE PROFIT THAT YOU ALL HAVE COME TO BELIEVE WAS GENUINE BUT THAT WAS JUST USING ME AND MY LIFE TO BUILD THE EMPIRE SHE NOW RULES THANKS TO CAREFUL AND WITHOUT END MANIPULATIONS OF FACTS, EVENTS AND OF COURSE TRUTH. iM NOT EVEN AFRAID OF THE BUTTON BEING PUSHED BECAUSE THEN i DONT HAVE TO ENDURE THIS SHIT FOR ANOTHER DAY. i HAVE NO RESPECT FOR PRACTICALLY ANYONE ANYMORE SO i WOULDN'T TAKE IT PERSONALLY ON ANY END OF THE SPECTRUM BECAUSE i AM MORTIFIED THAT ANY OF THIS SHIT IS ACTUALLY WASTING ANYONE'S TIME. i HAVE NOTHING LEFT AND AM BEYOND DEPRESSED-WHO THE HELL WOULDN'T BE-LOOK AT THE KIND OF THINGS THAT I AM UP AGAINST ALL DAY EVERY DAY WITHOUT ANYONE OR ANYTHING AT ALL. i HAVE NOTHING LEFT TO LOSE SO WHO GIVES A FUCK SO THE ONE PIECE OF ADVISE i DO HAVE FOR YOU IS ....... TRY TO WATCH IT WHEN IT COMES TO ME BECAUSE ALTHOUGH i HAVE NEVER LASHED OUT OR ATTACKED AN ACTUAL PERSON ON PURPOSE ON THIS EARTH EVER, DOESN'T MEAN THAT YOU JUST HAVE THIS LICSENCE THAT YOU THINK YOU HAVE TO TEST THE THEORY.....AFTER ALL, I AM AND HAVE BEEN SICK OF YOUR SHIT FOR QUITE AWHILE (YEARS) BUT HAVE BEEN ENDURING IT WITH THE END NOTION THAT MAYBE YOUR SELFISH PRICK ASS WOULD FINALLY SEE THAT LOVE COULD TURN THINGS AROUND BUT i GIVE UP AND YOU DONT KNOW HOW TO LOVE (SEEMS LIKE VERY FEW KNOW HOW) AND i AM NOT IMPLYING THAT YOU HAVE TO TAKE ON MY BELIEFS iM JUST SAYING THAT i THOUGHT IF I HELD OUT LONG ENOUGH THAT YOU WOULD REALIZE THAT I WANTED YOU TO HAVE THE THINGS YOU WANTED TO HAVE ALL ALONG BUT THAT I DESERVED ALSO THE RIGHT TO PROSPER AND AMOUNT TO SOMETHING, BUT IM TIRED OF HOLDING OUT FOR SOMETHING THAT OBVIOUSLY ISN'T HAPPENING, SO i'VE TAKEN ALL THE ABUSE IM GONNA TAKE FROM U IS WHAT iM SAYING, SO ULTIMATELY YOU EITHER FIND ANOTHER FUCKING HOBBIE OTHER THAN TEARING MY LIFE APART AND SELLING IT OFF IN SEGMENTS AND PHYSICALLY, MENTALLY, AND EMOTIONALLY ABUSING ME OR i QUIT ON YOU PERMANATELY. LIKE I SAID THERE IS AND HAS BEEN NOTHING IN IT FOR ME. Laci Issel Lac 1:03

by the way, last night I stayed in a shelter near greek town, that you cannot get into until 10 pm, i was not at a hotel overnight from 9/24/13-9/25/13, but was Americas Best Value Inn and Suites the night before last in room 111 and still I have not slept with anyone or blown anyone since being in Utah....Last time I had sex was August 6th, 2013 (My life, not the life of the fraud you just credited with my existance today) He looked like Simon Cowell (the man that I slept with on the 6th of August but of course wasn't him) So im tired of you giving away my life and experiences as someone elses while crediting my actual life and experiences to a fruad at all times.....laci issel lac 12:29pm

read serenabeanfeld.blogspot.com william.....there is a new entry dedicated to you....laci issel lac 12:21pm

whoever you slept with this evening with the gaping vagina wasnt me.....I was in room 111 (americas best value and suites hotel) and was alone so as usual you were under the impression you were with me while I was alone sobbing in a hotel room about how im constantly being used and set up like this, including everything that has already happened to me being taken out on me as if I was the one who did it to someone else....I found out someone put shit possibly in my sushi at Banana Leaf Cafe in vegas and now in the new state the people that did it to me there are acting like they are getting even with me (im assuming that theyre passing me off ass the one who did it to someone else) as the one that deserves to have it happen again because they arent telling you the truth...they're making people believe that im getting my just deserts for malicious actions I never made....im so tired and stressed out from all this....I cannot get this heartless bunch of people out of my life. they have no feelings at all for what they do to me creating false reps for me to deal with all day.....so you were under the impression that I was with a man in the last couple days/nights and I was alone but in casinos for the two nights prior (wasnt vegas) and tonight Im in the state I moved to on august 15 to get away from and rid of these people......so that means whatever she said and did in her hotel room with another man will be passed off as my life and all the frustration and tears I cried over not being able to move on with my life will be passed on as her struggles, once again lending credibility to a fraud that is using my very breath as a stepping stool to success......if you've had sex from august 7 th on until now (9/24/13) you werent with me......im tired of being passed off as anything other than the intelligent, enduring, valuable woman that has yet to give up but wishes she could.....im tired of you humiliating the wrong person........laci issel. lac

The only conversation I had with a man that could have been used for her to look endeering, kind, and like a decent conversationalist was at the bar at the red garter when I told a man that I liked his hair and his overall look but that I wasnt flirting with him and how ive sworn off men for awhile because they only act interested in me until theycan get to the girl they really want (one of the sides or the newest celebrity that just used my life and writingto become one etc but that I wasnt a lesbien at all, just tired of being used...all this said over a glass of red wine that I had for the first time since finding out I pregnant in two months. (Im allowed red wine once in awhile during pregnancy......I know this as fact and know it wont hurt my developing child......so basically every conversation I ve had I suspect is being passed off as the brain child of another broad that doesnt want to put effort in her rise to success....im so tired of this. Laci issel Lac

im so tired of you calling me "cool" as you award my life to a fraud based on me not understanding what the hell is going on around me based on me being autistic. I am not making deals or agreements by staying at any hotel I am simply trying to save money. I dont care what street the hotel is on, what the name of the hotel is or any other stuff you use to cash in on my life. Im so tired of you giving away my life as if Im not even alive and I watch these people that are from other countries so happy that i've chosen a hotel that says america in the title, so they can take the fraud that they like better with them oversees after all the fucking anguish I've been through for them to just take a girl that wouldn't even be considered without all my efforts (she would have had no pack mule to ride in on)...Once again I did all the life changing work to further and better my life and Tonya Harding is being allowed to go for the gold, as usual......Im so tired of doing all the work for nothing......Laci Issel

Again, no one supplied me with hundreds of dollars. Any money I had I actually earned and I didn't earn it laying on my back. (no offense to anyone that feels the need to earn money that way but that isn't ever going to be me after watching my mother go through it)......Just assume that you have been lied to everytime you hear that i was "given" hundreds of dollars....It is rare if someone even gives me $20 and yet all the freaken time they say they are giving me hundreds of dollars....Im just wondering where all that money is actually going? Hmmmmmmmmmmmmm.........Laci Issel Laci

you need to stop buying and selling my personal material objects that I purchased with my own income....you sure havent offered me any money for anything in my possession or any of my things at all so I dont know who your buying from but they have no right to sell anything of mine and profit off of it......I dont even care if they told you that I stole the item from them based on the fact that that is a complete lie as I dont steal from anyone, im the one that is obviously taken advantage of repeatedly and stolen from, with strangers prifitting off of things that werent for sal...who the fuck are these people that are fucking strangers in my life that continue to try and profit from me continuously when they have no right to even be in my life but have gotten awefully comfortable profitting off a strangers life...is this why im constantly being accused of theft? they tell you I stole something and then try to "sell" it to pay a "debt" they claim I owe them?.....I hate my life.......laci issel....lac

something that was already stated a bazillion times in at least three other blogs but that you wouldnt fucking read so youve managed to put my life in danger once again based on your ignorance and how fucking lazy you are to read the blogs that have been there all along to clear your lack of understanding up and save the time, energy and resources of everyone you got involved that didnt have to be if you could have read the blogs ages ago....they've literally have been there for years, yet youve managed to pass off all your refusal to get facts straight as some sort of wrong doing on my part......this goes out to everyone that participated (the ones that just wouldnt read that started all the hatred toward me years ago)I dont blame the people that were dragged into it believing that facts were congirmed as true happenings by upper management and government officials......

I wanted to mention that I later got my pay from Results provo after waiting on the opposite side of the street for acouple hours hoping they'd stop playing the game and just give me my earnings. BY THE WAY, FOR THE BAZILLIONTH TIME......I WASNT THE ONE WHO PUT THE PAYDAY CANDYBAR ON MY CHILD AND THEN TOOK A PHOTO, THAT WAS DONE BY A MALE NURSE!!!!! GET YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT BEFORE ATTEMPTING TO MESS WITH SOMEONES EARNINGS JUST BECAUSE YOUVE MANAGED TO SO INSENSITIVELY THROW YOURSELF INTO MY LIFE AND TRY TO JUDGE A SITUATION WITHOUT ANY ACTUALLY RESEARCH THAT WOULD HAVE MADE YOU PUBLICALLY LOOKED THE THE ASSHOLE THAT YOU REALLY ARE AGES AGO.....YOU HAVE MESSED WITH MY LIFE WHEN YOU HADNO RIGHT TO EVEN BE IN MY LIFE IN THE FIFIRST PLACE AND CARELESSLY PUT MY LIFE IN DANGER WITH YOUR LACK OF INFORMATION NUMEROUS TIMES....AND AS I TYPE THIS U HAVE THE NERVE TO MOCK ME FROM OUTSIDE MY WINDOW....TO SAY YOUVE GONE TO FAR WOULD BE POINTLESS BASED ON THE FACT THAT YOU HAVE NO REGARD FOR MY LIFE TO BEGIN WITH.....ALSO, THE MYSPACE BLURB ABOUT ME IS MY AUTHORSHIP EXCEPT FOR THE COMPUTER GLITCH THAT ADDED "NO PAYLOAD, NO PAYLOAD, NO PAYLOAD" AT THE TOP OF THE "ABOUT ME" SECTION".....ANOTHER TRIAL I WAS PUT THROUGH AND JUDGED FOR UNNECESSARILY JUST BASED ON YOU NOT ASKING OR TALKING TO ME ABOUT IT....IM SOO TIRED OF YOU ALMOST GETTING ME KILLED....FIND A HOBBY OTHER THAN DISECTING PORTIONS OF MY LIFE WITHOUT EVEN GETTING YOUR FACTS STRAIGHT. LACI ISSEL LAC

I dont use sex to "make payments" you must have me confused, as usual, with someone else......im, eight weeks pregnant and wont be sleeping with anyone at all as the thought grosses me out based on the fact that im not with the father currently and he is the only person I would consider having sex with while pregnant, below is an email I sent five hours ago......laci issel. lac

Laci Isselto Brian5 hours ago, In two states at once is all I can tell u.  No one still has any actual concern for me and as I face my own mortality, I was just informed that on top of the cruelty ive already endured that I will be forcd to die alone with no one at all to see, before I dont see this earth any more....im actually trying to forget all this (hence the word vacation) but obviously my change of location only changed the scenery in which another misinformed population is located and harasses me in.  Other than that its been another two days full of demands and ultimatums by people that haven't done anything other than create hardship in my life but portray themselves as if they've been giving me money, as if they've paid for lodging, as if they offered moral or emotional support EVER, as if they've helped with transportation, as if they havent bitched about me every step of the way while I was making them millions and all they offered was pain, anguish, hatred and suffering.I cannot believe the gall these people have when I didnt invite them into my life in the first place.And you?Laci Issel

went to Results Provo today to go get my final pay from working for four days before i was fired because I was accused of trying to date a man that I have no interest in when really he fired me based on him not wanting me to have any income. So, i show up to the office and conveniently my check is no where to be found and Im just out of luck according to them.....This is the second time this company has pulled this shit with me and my employment......Conveniently no one knows what I am talking about when I go to pick up my pay for working like a normal fucking person. I just traveled two hours out of my way, to get some of my own hard earned money and its nowhere to be found. I have no money, at all with the exception of the $20 i was able to overdraft from my account in order to pay for the train ride here which i wouldn't have done if I would have known that I wasn't going to have a way to reimburse the account....I would have gotten at least $80 if i was gonna have to pay a fucking $35 dollars for an overdraft fee ($20 definitely wasn't worth it based on not even getting the same amount as the overdraft fee)....i was going to rent myself a hotel room just to get away from all the fucking aweful kids and adults that continuously treat me like Im their slave..........Im so glad I no longer work for a company that i cannot rely on being honest, at all....My theory is that they are gonna give my check debit card pay that says Results on it to another person to use to make her look like she is me..........Ive had it with being SEVERELY ABUSED AND INCONVENIENCED so that someone else looks like they are me......also a man by the name of Tim, put his hands all over me when I was simply requesting to talk to the manager that was supposed to be holding my check and actually attempted to reach inside my purse for my wallet. Then he grabbed my bicept and then began grabbing at my purse strap and backpack, apparently no one seems to recognize person boundaries nor accepts that they aren't allowed to assault me. Essentially people continue to get away with abusing me in every possible way, from passing me off as a desparate woman trying to date a man that doesn't want me to physically abusing and humiliating me at all times the world has been permitted to do what ever they want to me.......Im growing tired of the entire thing, no picture this time based on the fact that I am no longer at the domestic violence shelter that has a picture of me on it, I left yesterday around 5 pm, two days early and had to spend the night thirty minutes north of the DV shelter that i left yesterday, and no, i haven't been having sex with anyone..by the way, no one gave me $300 again, they lied as usual, they gave it to someone but they never give it to me....Laci Issel Lac

can you read, mr. president? or do i have to do that also and not get paid the four hundred thousand dollars you do, to read a fucking blog that would have cleared up all these accusations years ago!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i didn't realize being president meant that you could ignore facts and send an innocent woman to prison for things that the girl your supporting politically actually did to me.......try fucking reading dickhead, the answers are all there and in writing for the entire fucking world to see, from serenabeanfeld.blogspot.com, to facebook (laci issel both accounts) to quallychalet.tumblr.com, fallingupcheeky.tumblr.com, mdjunction.com (lostandshunned), sassparent.blogspot.com, wavelengthsandprocesses.blogspot.com the list of answers are right the fuck in front of you and have been for all the fucking years of your sensless abuse and they are all blogs authored by me (lac, laci issel) dumbfuck so how are you gonna explain to the fucking globe that you continuely pursued an innocent woman's death and imprisonment just because you wouldn't fucking read the fucking blogs put there to clear up the lies? I have had all i can take of your false fucking allegations while you actively have repeatedly had me beaten, arrested and tried to globally make some sort of fucking "example" out of me for no reason when i was innocent of wrong doing the entire time, you even accused me of theft at Deseret Industries when i didn't fucking steal anything from there based on the fact that i never steal!!!!!!!!!!, ever!!!!!!!!!!!!!! for any reason!!!!!! based on the fact that i get my life yanked out from underneath me (my life is continuously stolen from me every fucking day of my life and you help a fraud capitolize on every bit of hard work i have ever done every day of my life), everyday I am stolen from, i hate being stolen from and dont have much tolerance for theft at all....the "take care" movement has gotten totally out of hand, by the way, and has basically become a legalized excuse to fucking steal something from someone who earned it....im starting to have no faith at all in yu to put it mildly. Im embarassed that you wont read a blog before you convict a person so you obviously haven't explored every option before trying to send someone to prison that is innocent and that is not the american way according to our constitution (which has never been recognized by this country toward me for some reason that i dont appreciate considering i literally was doing the work of the fucking secret service, and the god damn military and for fucking free i did it for this country asshole!!!!!!!!).....IM NOT GOING TO PRISON FOR SOMETHING I DIDN'T DO WRONG, IM NOT POLLUTING MY FREE SPIRIT WITH FURTHER UNWANTED REGIMENT AFTER MY ELEVEN YEAR STINT IN AN UNNECESSARY BOOT CAMP JUST BASED ON THE FACT THAT YOU WANT TO HURT A FREE SPIRIT THAT NEVER DID ANYTHING TO DESERVE THE FUCKING "TOUGH LOVE" THAT YOU WERE ATTEMPTING TO DISH MY WAY (I HADN'T DONE ANYTHING WRONG!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!) .....THERE SHOULD BE NO PRISON OR MILITARY ULTIMATUM IN MY LIFE IF YOU ACTUALLY BELIEVE AND SUPPORT THE CONSTITUTION OF THE COUNTRY YOUR GETTING PAID $400,000 TO MANAGE ASSHOLE!!!!!!!!!! ACCORDING TO YOU, OUT OF TWO EQUALS, ONLY ONE PERSON GETS TO PURSUE THE OPPORTUNITIES OF AMERICA WHILE YOU FORCE THE OTHER INTO SLAVERY AND IF I HAD NO PRIOR ASPIRATIONS OF JOINING THE MILITARY (WHICH I DIDN'T EVEN THOUGH I ENDURED ELEVEN CRUEL ASS YEARS OF THIS SHIT) , IF I HAD NO PRIOR ASPIRATIONS OF JOINING THE MILITARY THEN TECHNICALLY YOUR SUPPORTING THE SAME SLAVERY THAT YOU SUPPOSEDLY DONT SUPPORT...... ARE YOU MAD AT WHITE PEOPLE? FOR THE FOUR HUNDRED YEARS OF SLAVERY? I DONT BLAME YOU BUT SERIOUSLY YOUR ATTEMPTING TO TAKE OUT YOUR AGRESSION ON AN INNOCENT WOMAN THAT IS JUST TRYING TO LIVE HER LIFE AND GUESS WHAT? IM FUCKING NATIVE AMERICAN ASSHOLE!!!!!! OUR PEOPLE HAVE BEEN ENSLAVED THE ENTIRE FUCKING TIME!!!!!!!!!!!! OUR SLAVERY NEVER FUCKING ENDS, YOU COME ONTO PRIVATE LAND AND TAKE OUR CHILDREN FROM US, YOU PUT US ON GOVERNMENT HIT LISTS, I COULD GO ON AN ON ABOUT THE HORRORS OF BEING NATIVE AMERICAN IN A COUNTRY THAT WONT EVEN PROMOTE A NATIVE AMERICAN INTO GOVERNMENT WHEN THEY ARE THE BEST CANDIDATE FOR THE JOB (AS HAPPENED WITH ME OVER THE LAST ELEVEN YEARS ASSHOLE, I WAS THE SMARTEST, THE MOST EXPERIENCED, THE MOST OBSERVANT, THE ONE THAT NEVER GAVE UP, THE ONE THAT CLEARLY HAD EARNED COUNTLESS POSITIONS WITHIN GOVERNMENT INFOSTRUCTURE INCLUDING SECRET SERVICE A MULTITUDE OF TIMES YET THERE WAS ALWAYS A REASON TO SWITCH RESULTS AND PROMOTE A BLOND HAIRED FAIR SKINNED, BLUE EYED BEAUTY TO THE TOP OF THE TOTEM POLE AND MAKE ME START OVER FOR THE FIVE MILLIONTH TIME!!!!!!!! IM SICK OF YOUR SHIT!!!!!!!!! TRY READING SERENABEANFELD.BLOGSPOT.COM AT LEAST, AND THEN ADD QUALLYCHALET.TUMBLR.COM AS A NIGHT CAP.......AND BY THE WAY, HAVEN'T HAD SEX SINCE August 6th 2013 in Las Vegas. nice try though........Laci Issel Lac

HEY DUMBASSES!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! YOU'RE LISTENING TO THE WRONG PERSON'S THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! I KEEP TELLING YOU THIS AND YOU KEEP TRYING TO TRY ME FOR VARIOUS THINGS THAT AREN'T EVEN COMING FROM ME, THAT iM NOT THINKING, THAT I HAVE NO KNOWLEDGE OF THAT AREN'T EVEN A PART OF MY DAY, SO OBVIOUSLY, ..........YOUR LISTENING TO THE WRONG FUCKING PERSON'S THOUGHTS!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! AND YOUR TRYING TO SEND ME TO PRISON FOR SOMEONE ELSES THOUGHTS, AND ACTIONS THAT AREN'T EVEN MINE AND THOUGHTS IM NOT EVEN THINKING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IM TIRED OF YOU BEING ABLE TO MESS WITH MY LIFE BY PASSING SOMEONE ELSES LIFE OFF AS MINE!!!!!!!!! i AM SO FUCKING TIRED OF YOU, i AM 8 WEEKS PREGNANT AND I KNOW WHAT YOUR DOING, YOUR TRYING TO FORCE ME TO RUN ALL OVER THE COUNTRY LIKE YOU DID WHEN I WAS PREGNANT WITH MY SON SILUS BECAUSE YOU THINK I AM THIS ARMY WOMAN ACTION FIGURE GAME PIECE----NOT GONNA HAPPEN, NOT GOING TO PRISON FOR SOMETHING THAT I HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH AND I AM NOT GOING TO CONTINUE BEING BULLIED BY THE SAME GOVERNMENT THAT IS SUPPOSED TO PROTECT ALL OF ITS CITIZENS.......YOU HAVE GOT TO BE THE DUMBEST PERSON ON EARTH TO HAVE NOT CONSIDERED BY NOW THAT I AM OBVIOUSLY BEING SET UP AND TERRORIZED AND SABOTAGED, MORNING NOON AND NIGHT. YOU THINK i AM "DOING" BY DREAMING OF PAST LOVE INTRESTS---WHO THE FUCK ARE YOU PEOPLE THAT DONT LET SOMEONE DREAM ABOUT SOMEONE THAT THEY ONCE LOVED? YOUR THE SICKO, NOT ME!!!!!! GO TO HELL, AND I RESERVE THIS ONLY FOR SPECIAL PEOPLE THAT HAVE TRIED TO DESTROY ME IN EVERY POSSIBLE WAY FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN SOME PERSON OUT THERE WANTS SOMETHING THEY DONT WANT TO HAVE TO WORK FOR..........MY DREAMS ARE DREAMS, MY LIFE IS MY LIFE AND MY LACK OF SEX LIFE FOR THE LAST DECADE IS NONE OF YOUR BUSINESS. I HAVEN'T EVEN HAD SEX AND YOUR ALWAYS TRYING TO FIND REASONS TO SEND PEOPLE TO A FUCKING BRIG FOR HAVING SEX----YOU DEMENTED FUCK, SEX IS A NORMAL FUNCTION THAT EVERYONE IS ENTITLED TO THAT SHOULD NEVER BE PUNISHED WITH FALSE IMPRISONMENT IN THE FIRST PLACE AND WHEN YOU SENT ME THERE THE LAST FUCKING TIME, I WAS FUCKING CELIBATE MORON AND NOT BECAUSE I WAS AFRAID OF YOU, I WAS STILL NAIVE IN BELIEVING THAT I COULD FIND SOMEONE THAT TREASURED THAT I WAITED FOR THEM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!!!!!!!!!!!! LACI ISSEL LAC