Monday, October 12, 2009

I must compliment people 500 times a day and its genuine. I try to find something great about most people that i encounter.

You treat me like absolute scum of the earth and you NEVER can manage to say one decent thing about a girl that is totally into peoples successes in life.
Your latest attack has me "jealous" of some girl once again!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Not to mention that the people that dress in all Navy blue have now accused me of "taking advantage" of a situation that i surely have NOT taken advantage of!!!!
I haven't eaten or drank all day, I haven't had any joy in my life for what seems like forever, my son has been sick for his entire 20 days on this planet, I have aspergers syndrome (autism) and all you can do with your easier than my life having self is once again say something completely uncalled for and inaccurate. You just run your mouth without provication from me at all and start accusing me of "taking advantage" ...........OF WHAT????????
I HAVE NO WHERE TO GO TONIGHT, I AM NOT PROTECTED, I HAVE NO TRANSPORTATION, NO FRIENDS, NO FAMILY, HARDLY ANY MONEY AND YOU STILL CANT MANAGE TO BE THANKFUL FOR WHAT YOU HAVE AND TRY AND MUSTER SOMETHING DECENT TO SAY ABOUT ME?
I GOT MONEY THROUGH SONOMA COUNTY FOR LODGING. I QUALIFIED FOR A ONCE IN A LIFETIME BENEFIT THAT AIDS PEOPLE ON WELFARE THAT END UP WITH NO HOUSING. I USED THIS BENEFIT TO BE CLOSE TO MY SON HERE IN SAN FRANCISCO AND FOUND THE CHEAPEST HOTEL I COULD TO MAKE THE MONEY THEY GAVE ME STRETCH AS FAR AS POSSIBLE.
IM TIRED OF YOU LYING ABOUT ME WITHOUT CAUSE, IVE DONE NOTHING TO YOU EVER IN LIFE, AND THERE REALLY IS NO EXCUSE FOR YOUR SNIDE REMARKS AT ALL CONSIDERING I HAVE NO ONE AND NOTHING
YOU'VE GOT EVERYTHING THAT I DONT AND YOU WOULD THINK THAT THAT WOULD BRING YOU ENOUGH HAPPINESS TO KEEP YOUR ILL WILL TO YOURSELF. SOME OF US DONT HAVE ANYTHING. YOUR SELFISH AND IN WAYS THAT I DIDN'T EVEN THINK POSSIBLE.
YOU PROBABLY LIED TO THE WORLD AND TOLD THEM THAT I TOOK MONEY FROM SOME STRANGER THAT OFFERED IT, WHEN I DIDN'T!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
WHERE WOULD YOU BE WITHOUT YOUR LIES? I GUESS THE ANSWER IS THAT I MIGHT HAVE A DECENT CHANCE AT A LIFE WHERE PEOPLE ACTUALLY HAD RESPECT FOR ME ETCETERA. I MIGHT EVEN HAVE SOME FRIENDS, I MIGHT EVEN BE REUNITED WITH MY SON BY NOW. YOUR PATHETIC.
I HAVE NEVER TRIED TO EVER HURT MY CHILD AND ILL BE DAMNED IF SOMEONE LIKE YOU WILL BE RAISING HIM. I WILL BE RAISING HIM!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! IF YOU HAVE YOUR WAY HE'LL BE HATEFUL AND SPITEFUL IN NO TIME AT ALL. THAT IS NOT HOW I WAS GOING TO RAISE HIM. I WAS GOING TO RAISE HIM TO BE HUMBLE AND THANKFUL FOR WHAT HE HAS, AND TO TOTALLY NOT GIVE PEOPLE LIKE YOU THAT ATTACK, WEAKER AND DEFENSELESS PEOPLE, THE TIME OF DAY. ME AND HIM HAVE BEEN THROUGH HELL, THANKS IN PART TO YOU.
HE IS MY CHILD YOU STILL DONT SEEM TO GET IT THAT WHAT YOU ARE DOING IS TOTALLY ILLEAGAL. YOU DONT JUST DECIDE THAT YOU WANT A LIVE HUMAN BEING AND IGNORE ALL LAWS IN ORDER TO TAKE OWNERSHIP OF HIM. I GAVE BIRTH TO HIM, HE IS MY GENETIC SON!!!!!!!!
BY THE WAY, I LEFT THE GREEN AND WHITE TANK TOP AT THE HOTEL BECAUSE SOMEONE LED ME TO BELIEVE THAT THE COLOR GREEN MEANT THAT SOMEONE INTENDED ON ME WEARING A "VEIL" AND SINCE I DONT BELIEVE IN HAVING TO WEAR A "VEIL" I LEFT IT THERE. IT HAD NOTHING TO DO WITH APRIL. I PROCESSED THAT INFORMATION LITTERALLY. I SHOULDN'T EVEN HAVE TO EXPLAIN THIS IN THE FIRST PLACE BECAUSE AS SOON AS I GET THIS MISUNDERSTANDING CLEARED UP YOU WILL CREATE 7000 MORE OF THEM FOR ME.

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