ANOTHER PERSON PARDONED FOR ABANDONING ME

Another person aware of who and what I am pardoned for abandoning me after being sent to extract me finally from this nightmare, this ten year nightmare that had me functioning at navy seal level just to survive the neglect and abuse from the governments that knew full well that i was supposed to be protected but because they thought I was unaware of who and what i was they thought they would just "sweep me under the rug" and see if they could get me to acclimate to a "normal" existance hoping to skirt their responsibilities completely as a protecting entity over my life.......Since I did find out who I was they have taken an active interest partially to trying to at least address the issue but still have offered no actual protection as of yet and after ten aweful years of inhumane levels of abuse and truama i am being left to die rather than protected and I have heard that Obama is literally playing around with my life and offering pardons to various people and entities to completely abandon me....Pardons for inflictions made by them onto me and the negligence of what me being completely alone and autistic and on my own has caused........................................................................I am treated and have been treated worse than a doormat for the last ten years, i loved all involved in the process never understanding why i was enduring and being subjected to so much abuse, I never took the attitude that i was better than anyone ever in my entire life as that has never been a part of my personality......I have been leaving messages that my navy seal has been listening to for the past couple weeks and still no help from the beatings and muggings on the street, I am still expected to do their job and be on my own, I have loved everyone involved but it is obvious that I am not loved at all otherwise the ten years wouldn't have happened at all as I know for a fact any other woman or girl on earth would have been run to if they were ever posed with danger even once and I have been left to die the entire time and sometimes as they watch satelite footage of me being beaten or kidnapped while they do nothing hoping that Ill die I guess......this is something I dont understand as I have never been a mean evil bad person and if anything was the biggest humanitarian I've ever seen but then again they passed all my thoughts off as "B's" over the last decade while giving the public the illusion that i was thinking sadistic thoughts that I wasn't thinking......They simply lied and they are still lying as even now all my thoughts are being credited to a girl I went to high school with by the name of Kendall, anything that I think they literally act like is coming from her, so every time I think of a man lovingly and with so much depth she is hailed as the most loving being on earth, they did the same thing with "B".....everything I ever think is always credited to someone else.....I have been thinking the most wonderful thoughts all along and even through all of the adversity trying to find something to focus on that would get me through the hardship and now I realized that I did all of that for nothing (meaning that I survived all the hardship of being left to die for ten years for nothing as now everything i ever did and thought has been credited to people it wasn't coming from and i am once again being left to die rather than this ten year nightmare ending for me like its supposed to) The other thing that they do is have bad mean cruel people think thoughts and then they tell the public that it is coming from me........I can not hear Kendall think, I can not hear "B" think, I can only on occasion depending on what is at stake hear two word phrases coming from a specific source which is not always the same.......phrases such as "I know", "It is", "She Is", "YOu are", "Good Luck", "Your not" etcetera but that is the only phrases that have been opened up on the esp spectrum for me.......Other people can hear everything I think about and can hear everything all the others think about but I have only been privy to the two word phrases in the last couple months out of the duration of my life. My thoughts are not Kendalls and Kendall has never been put in harms way to even think some of the thoughts that I have thought as a result of impending danger or flashbacks from danger so it irritates me that another being who has never been through anything is claiming I am listening to these various people when I can not hear them.................I am being murdered and there really is no other way to put it...............they didn't plan on me living through the ten year ordeal in the first place and now that i have there are all the things they have done to me that they are trying to avoid being held accountable for so instead they leave me in further danger and hope that ill kill myself or someone else will kill me.........why couldn't they have just told me ten years ago before I struggled through pow camp type conditions for a decade that nothing I would ever do would matter and that they still were going to abandon me..........................................................................On March 13th I walked from the Las Vegas Strip to the South Point Casino, walked all the way there, nobody knew about it so the next day they wanted me to walk again from close to the strip to the South Point Casino because no one knew i had already made the many mile walk the day before..........what is my point?...............I have to do everything two and three times before it is ever acknowledged to everyone else's one time and even once acknowledged they usually lie and give credit to another person that didn't even do what I had done as if I had never even done it and this has been the rule for the last decade.................And you wonder why I am tired all the time?????????????? Im literally expending two and three times the energy just to get done something that you only require once of everyone else, you think you would require any of the other girls to repeatedly do an action and then have the audacity to not even give them credit for it?????????????????Never would you but for some reason everyone keeps thinking Im their god damn pack mule........