Saturday, October 5, 2013

Ok so you are going to keep lying about everything until you get your way. Let me put it to you this way. Everytime you fucking threaten or blackmail me its going on the internet!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! EVERYTIME.......I AM SICK OF YOUR SHIT TO THE POINT WHERE I DON'T HAVE ANYTHING TO LOSE, I ALREADY HAVE HITS ON MY LIFE FOR NO OTHER REASON THAN YOUR LIES!!!!! So here you go, no arranged marriage is happening of any sort. .... i am not giving away my things to charity because you fucking lied about me (things i paid for with my income that you said were bought as a result of a "payday" you thought you could convince the world that i had intended on using my first born son for).....I am not allowing you to continue to keep me unemployed anymore by using my interviews to aid another rediculous no moral having bitch that is willing to lie and say were her words, I am not going to fucking starve for you ever again as I already put in my starvation time (7 1/2 months of a pregnancy with my first born son silus where while I was pregnant you were telling the same things to people that you are now---that I was jealous of some other pregnant person and that i was inventing a pregnancy in order to be a part of her world, as well as that i was using someone elses pregnancy in order to eat...your doing the same thing to me now when Im close to eleven weeks pregnant.) I also starved while I wasn't pregnant for extended periods of time off and on over an eleven year period but I guess conveniently the cameras weren't rolling then were they? Also, you telling people that I am coming (orgasming) in various places is complete fiction and isn't fucking me as I am so fucking sick from morning sickness that the last thing I am into is sex!!!!!! I am tired of being portrayed as some sort of sexual predator because you want to fuck the girl of your choice and be able to come so you blame your sex act on me, change up the location you say it happened in and then try to tell me that I am some sort of pedifile coming in front of children that you give access to me in private confines. I am not joining the military as I have had to deal with nothing other than harsh regiment for 11 years so far and never in a million years will you be "enlisting" me or my unborn child into it. (You have another thing coming) I have never gotten physical with or attacked anyone in my entire life but Im warning you to stop pushing me as I am seriously at the point where I am being threatened by everyone on different sides because of your careless fucking lies that you think are harmless that add up and after a certain period of time become an avalanche headed right for me. I love and care about the planet, always have and started doing various things a long time ago that allieviated peoples stress and credit was given to the wrong individuals but you have taken the kindness of my heart and turned it into something that is absolutely mandatory or there will be consequences that you routinely try to enforce in my life (something you care nothing about). I am done with you!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Make no mistake, there will be no more anything for you and i wont even lose any sleep about dropping you like the bad habit that you are!!!!!!! I have had it!!!!!!! You do nothing but abuse the very person that has loved and helped you all along and Im not giving you another milisecond of my life or anymore of my time. I have hardly any time left obviously as you have thanked my struggles for you with death, sabotage, institutionalization and false imprisonment.....I no longer anguish over people that dont even consider me a person with feelings because the only person you think matters in life is you.......You lie about everything about me. You say that I don't pay for my train/bus/max tickets you say that I shoot cum from my vagina and then video tape another female that does and pass it off as me, you humiliate me in the most inhumane ways and make people scared of and embarassed of me for no reason, you lie about everything. You change my results of my aptitude tests out with another female at all times making people think that I am in the 20 & 30%tile range when my actual scores are ALWAYS in the 90percentile range. You've systematically destroyed and ruined my life and I am miserable at all times due to the fact that my life is in ruins for no reason....you lied about sexual fantasies you said that I had about wanting a "daddy" figure in my life and that I wanted to be raped. Your lies have limited me and kept me in a warped fucking reality that nobody even half way normal deserves.....and you've done all of this just to get your girl or man of choice in with elite groups and organizations and to help them acheive celebrityism. I have nothing left of myself as you have milked me dry of any possible attribute I naturally had and passed it off as the attributes of so many other people that I couldn't possibly count. I am gonna do what I want when I want as my time on earth draws to a close and I mean to you that although I still care about the world I am not the one that is hurting it nor am I responsible for anyones suffering as I dont hurt people ever.....I am tireed of the entire thing and my kid is staying with me and its father provided that I dont find out that the father is some sort of bad person. ...I am not marrying anyone or agreeing to marry anyone by any of my actions or lack of actions. The only marriage will be a consential one where the actual man that wants to marry me asks me himself........Laci Issel

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