Eleven lies I counted, and this is a mild day of sabotage and lying about everything that matters......Eleven lies designed to make the world hate me, children fear me, and get another person that was never meant for what she is getting handed to her.....Im so tired of this shit that I have resorted to just caring about my immeadiate needs on a "no matter what" basis.....Im sick of the whole thing because I got kicked out of a shelter again for no reason other than to them, it was a popularity contest. Im not in a shelter to be popular, I am a 38 year old woman that has now gotten a job, moved away from vegas on the 14th of August and has taken major positive steps to get these clingy, abusive people out of my life......They again told children that I was strict, I have never in the history of earth ever believed in strict parenting, ever-it goes against the philosophy I have of allowing them to grow, discover who they are and create....being strict is a stifeling thing to a little one trying to find what makes them tick in the world.......I can tell you this now but what is so upsetting to me is that once this lie has been cleared up they will lie about something else detrimental to make you hate me and you'll believe them, and I am exhausted from you believing all the made up things about me.....I don't always catch on to what they've lied about so its impossible for me to clear up all lies told about me so that you are aware of the truth....My life and everything i had ever loved, cherished, enjoyed, gravitated toward or anything that made me happy has been destroyed and people continue to treat me like a person that i have never been and could never be, my life is being pushed and shaped in directions to directly correspond with their wants but never in directions that i actually put it in. Im tired as hell and would like to move forward and just something you should think about..., when have you ever been required to account for and be responsible for someone elses lie against you, all my time is spent spinning my wheels clearing up untruths and you actually EXPECT me to spend my time proving past greivances wrong rather than spend my life moving forward and being successful......and by the way, when is the last time you were accused of anything at all criminally or wrong doing wise just because you went to your place of residence at the end of the day? At the end of the day all of you are allowed to go home to your own homes and private lives but me, I get accused of something else rediculous if I do have somewhere to go at the end of the day and based on the geographic location of my residence.....Rediculous, and Im so sick of living this fucking double standard of never being allowed just normal things that all of you get and take for granted on a daily basis...Lac (Laci R Issel)